Things have been so damn different in my life lately. It was such a struggle to continue on the way I was. Eric was leaving and I wasn’t sure who would come home to me or if he would even WANT to come home to me. As it turns out, whereas I thought I’d grow stronger in my feelings and he’d want to be separate, the opposite happened.

Now I’m kind of ( Read more... )

You know, I can't say that there is any one thing wrong with me. It is, instead, a number of different things all piling up.

But I'm sticking by my senior quote that said, "The greatest griefs are those we cause ourselves." The question now becomes, how do I BEGIN to pick up the shambles that are my life? I think I'll start like this:

Feel better ( Read more... )

I have finally accepted something about myself:  my body will never yearn to be athletic ( Read more... )

Well, today the Boo is at MEPS (Military Entrance Processing Station for those who didn't grow up in a military family).  I am SO excited for him -- this is finally happening ( Read more... )

Well, it has definitely been a task.

This semester, it gets no better.  I am only 6 hours/week away from working full time, I go to school full time, and I've got other shit around the house to think about FULL TIME.

Everything is a full time job -- no breaks.  I suppose it's perfect preparation for life though.  There are so many things on my wish ( Read more... )

***Just a post from my Myspace page that I brought over here.  I hadn't posted there in a while and that's why it's written the way that it is.

Well, I just wanted to update people and kind of...chat.

First and foremost, for those who don't know, I will be graduating Fall 2009 after only 3 years--I'll have my BA in Sociology.  After that, it's ( Read more... )

It's that wonderful time that is usually dreaded -- REGISTRATION for my school.

I actually love registering.  I love the feeling of basically being in 100% control of what I register for.  Literally, I can take whatever I want -- mind you, I may have to face some consequences as to money and graduation time, but still, within guidelines I can take ( Read more... )

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Ya know?  Sometimes, when your life is going bad, it's hard to figure out what to write about if you decide you don't want to write about the bad things.

Right now, I'm just trying to figure out just exactly how bad am I screwed?  All by my own doing.  Maybe I can fix it though.

But for now, I suppose I will turn my attentions to my May class.  It' ( Read more... )

Seems impossible right?  Well get this:  nothing's impossible!

Eric's made me forget how to be social.  I'm not saying he made me do it or anything, but because of how I've chosen to live my life with him, it's made me forget.

It got so bad that I don't know where to find that comfortable medium in somebody else's company because I'm so used to ( Read more... )